Tuesday, 6 July 2021

Dear Heart

 You have not been well lately, you are shattered and abandoned even. It is excruciatingly painful to the point of numbness, I wonder how you can manage to lub-dub. In acute conditions medically, ice is applied to the injury, but please don't be cold-hearted and jaded. Rest for awhile in the company of solitude, honor the loss and emptiness. Be still. I cannot dictate you as to who shall you give your affection. Love moves in mysterious ways, remember.It is not your fault you are naive and vulnerable. Promise me, you won't make a 360 degree turn and transform to cynicism. The warmth of love will ignite the flame of hope and affection once again, someday. Let us not rush and plunge to a bigger error of rebound. You and I will heal together.

I am proud of you, coz no matter how bruised and bent you are, you continue to beat, oftentimes with ill fluctuations though.  Dear Heart, refrain from regretting the risks and danger you endured just to show someone how much you loved, your huge capacity to be selfless and gave it all.  Stay strong, all shall be well. You will have the normal sinus rhythm when the right time occurs.

On 2009, when I initiated my Twitter account, my tagline was "Life and love are intertwined. " One can't exist without the other. I still believe in that. 

Like what our dear Taylor sings, "Soon you'll get better." You will heart, you have me. We will make this happen. Time heals everything, let us give time some time. Be gentle to yourself. For the meantime,allow me to cry now and then, ok.You my heart is the sole witness as to what I have to overcome to survive and surpass the oh-so slow agonizing days and hours.

And these lines from Ate Kris say it all: 

Honor the pain.

Love hurts. But true love heals.


Heart. Love. Life.