Heart Beats Fast

My dearest Love,

I can't think straight when you are around, I try so much to pretend you don't exist to the point I ignore you. It makes me sad to see how warm you are to others, chat with them effortlessly while you barely say  one full sentence to me.

You were my birthday wish, I prayed to God and He knows it came from my heart as I can't keep anything away from HIM right? Stars and angels pitied on me and my friend HG, they let me hear your voice as you greeted me. I was shaking and felt the world stop at that moment. I got lost and you got me.

My Love, with your brilliance I know it is plain obvious that I like you and yes how I wish you can reciprocate how I feel for you. But that's not the way how love works. Love can't demand, it must be freely given. My prayer is for God to let you allow me to love you and care for you because I have the huge capacity to love. I even ask Mamang to please knock at your heart so I may come in.

You are Bucks, I am Lakers. I dream that we watch NBA together and I long for the day that I witness your moves in playing my most favored sports. You once said "I'm rough in basketball."I will be your cheerleader on the bleacher.

I care very much for you. It makes me very happy when you try and savor the food I cook and prepare. Your Raquel says we make a good couple. I concur, do you?? I fancy you for who you are, your genuine interest in our patients, your passion in your profession impress me.

At the mass on my 42nd birthday, the responsorial psalm was ,"Lord, when your GLORY appears, my joy is FULL!" My Love, allow me to love you, care for you. I am certain I will be more than just happy, my heart will be joyful.

Love. Love. Love.