Friday, 6 April 2018

Terrible Ache




They say there are two equalizers in the world- no matter who you are, heart break and death. I accept your death. I knew it would come given your previous stroke, current diagnoses and frail body. 

I just terribly terribly miss you. YOUR VOICE THE MOST. I miss you "moving" on FaceTime.  I just miss you alive. 

I am scared. It's as if the pain of losing you is just beginning to be at its most acute and raw form.
I have been longing and wishing to see you beside me, you embracing me in my dreams.  I wanna ask you, " What day is today?"

Help me pray??

I miss you very much, it aches 10/10.



Mamang. Best. Mother.