Friday, 6 April 2018
Terrible Ache
They say there are two equalizers in the world- no matter who you are, heart break and death. I accept your death. I knew it would come given your previous stroke, current diagnoses and frail body.
I just terribly terribly miss you. YOUR VOICE THE MOST. I miss you "moving" on FaceTime. I just miss you alive.
I am scared. It's as if the pain of losing you is just beginning to be at its most acute and raw form.
I have been longing and wishing to see you beside me, you embracing me in my dreams. I wanna ask you, " What day is today?"
Help me pray??
I miss you very much, it aches 10/10.
Mamang. Best. Mother.