Saturday, 25 January 2020

Missing My Old Me


Taken around 2013-14 at UA Nursing Arts Laboratory. Me happy inside out, calm and youthful-looking. Mamang was still around, I worked at my playground whilst doing my passion-teaching.I come home with hot cooked meals prepared by Mayet and pestering Kakay after to relieve my stress.

It was never dull and empty, I looked forward to each morning and night that  will see Mamang breathing and flashing her charmed smile. I continue to miss my previous life. I damn know that I cannot move backward and stagnate. I allow myself anyhow now and then to visit the past so I can live the present with strength.

Thank you Jesus for all those years that my heart was sincerely smiling.
Memories that are for keeps.

Past.Present.Future.